Yes, I was infatuated with you: I am still. No one has ever heightened such a keen capacity of physical sensation in me. I cut you out because I couldn’t stand being a passing fancy. Before I give my body, I must give my thoughts, my mind, my dreams. And you weren’t having any of those.
One of the most important principles I came to understand is that everything is not as it appears to be. Events and experiences in the physical realm are but reflections of what is happening on much subtler levels of Being. As young as possible, it is important to become aware of the subtler realms of existence, which are much more real and last much longer than this corpse waiting to happen that we drag along. We totally miss the essence of things when we are entirely focused on the physical world. So much more is happening than most people ever imagine. Interestingly, such knowledge does not just come to us out of the blue. Some things we can only gain when we proactively seek it and open up to it.